2021.12.03 19:31 FeddyFoozbear Saint Petersburg
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2021.12.03 19:31 elblackroute On every Christmas eve, we get a visit from Santa. Three days ago, I have learned that he does not exist.
As the holidays are approaching, I have decided to share my experience hoping, no one can relate.
If you do, I am afraid I do not have a solution, and I hope you live to see another year...
Growing up as an only child had its perks, especially during Christmas. Video games, cookies, chocolate pudding, and two weeks off school were my heaven.
I remember, in third grade, how I laid down on the carpet in the living room and threw chocolate all over myself. I felt like the boss of the house.
Until my mom found me, smearing the sweets onto the carpet. I got the beating of a lifetime.
During this jolly time of the year, my parents were always in a bad mood. I felt as I was walking on eggshells. There were no smiles, no warm hugs. The happiness was drained out of them with a pipe.
Despite their bitterness, which magically disappeared on the 26th of December, I get whatever gift I have wished for.
This occurrence made me forgive my family. No kid can be mad if they get a 3000$ toy set, right?
This mindset vanished when I was seventeen.
It was the 23rd, and my dumbass had the great idea to confess to my crush. In my mind, I thought, “We have two weeks off school. If she rejects me, it will be less awkward.”
Needless to say, she did, and I got home in a bad mood. As soon as I stepped through the door, I heard my parents screaming at each other.
The hell started, but this year I decided I would put an end to it.
“SHUT UP!” I yelled, “Why do you always have to do this?! EVERY FUCKING YEAR! I am sick of it. You know what I wish?! I wish I was away from you until the day you die.”
I remember the horror in my parents’ eyes as if I killed a guy in front of them.
I went to my room, packed my stuff, and left through my bedroom window.
They did not deserve a son like me.
I broke into my grandma’s house and took shelter there.
The first few days were painful. I barely ate and slept. My decision to move out seemed childish, and I was ready to go home.
I called my mom who instantly yelled at me to never come back and that they were relieved that I am finally gone. They called me a burden, a mistake, and what else.
This fueled my anger. I screamed back at her. She went silent, trying desperately to muffle her sobs. *Click\* The phone line went dead.
From that moment on, I vowed to never see them again, and I never did…
Three days ago, I was called by my aunt, from my mom’s side, to come and visit her. I never met any relatives (my parents were disowned from both their families).
The ‘get-together’ was awkward as hell, especially when all my mom’s cousins were there.
They were the ones to inform me of my parents’ death.
Apparently, my father’s house was now mine, as well as the family fortune. I had to go and finalize some papers with a lawyer.
At first, I was hesitant, but then I reminded myself how much I deserve something for all the shit they put me through.
Yesterday I became the proud owner of my childhood home.
Today I wish I wasn’t.
As I was cleaning the kitchen drawers, I found a note tucked carefully between my mom’s cookbooks.
I hope you do not take the house or at least sell it after reading this note.
There is something in this place. I do not know what it is. Nobody knows. For some reason whatever you wish comes true.
And no, Santa isn’t real. But I think you already know this part, since your lack of gifts.
This thing is like a leech. It gives you your deepest desires.
We never told you, because we thought everything will be okay.
You see, we too wished for whatever we could when we figured the power.
However, this all changed when we learned about the price.
For every wish we make, a person in the world dies. Not that we were bothered. Until your grandpa died.
We felt guilty and cut our relatives in fear that they would find out. We stopped wishing and lived fairly decent lives. Then you learned how to talk.
We do not blame you. You were a child. But we couldn’t help but obey your every wish in fear of our own lives.
This thing favored you, for reasons, we do not know. Your wishes were the most powerful.
We tried to keep you satisfied.
When we couldn’t do it, the thing stepped in.
I lost my fingers when you said you wished I had none so I can look like one of your cartoon characters. It took me three years to get them back.
Your dad had to kill his brother when you said you wished he was dead because he had a scary face.
As for Christmas, we were truly terrified. This is the time you told your deepest desires.
One time you wrote in the letter to ‘Santa’ how much you wanted a new dad because yours does not play with you. You also wanted him to be stricter with me so I do not deny you ice cream.
Needless to say, I lived with a stranger for the rest of my life. The man I loved was gone. On his place was an abusive and manipulative copy, which I could not get rid of.
I still have a memory of your ninth Christmas. You were so mad over the fact that I beat you up for the chocolate you smeared all over the carpet. You thought I was mad because I couldn’t have some, as I was overweight.
I heard your wish that night – You wanted me to lose weight and I did.
I lost your 13 weeks baby sister. It was painful for a moment, then I was skinny, just as you wished.
I wanted to kill you. But as the morning came and I saw how bright your smile was when you saw my figure and how you offered me the chocolate with the words: “You do not have to worry mommy, you can have some. You are always beautiful in my eyes.”
I couldn’t lay a finger on you.
On your fourteen birthday, you wanted to be an only child forever. There went the twins. This time the pain was excruciating.
You got mad that I left your party and you wished for me to leave the house. I was two weeks in a hotel until your dad begged you to bring me back home.
You thought I was being sensitive and dramatic, so you wished I wasn’t. I lost all of my emotions that same day.
There is more, but I can’t bring myself to write it. All of these years, my parents suffered so much because of me.
As I am sitting here and typing this out, I have a horrible realization. All these years, while I was away from them, I still got what I wished for, I was just too depressed to realize it.
Call it luck or that I am a good person, but I always wished for mine and other people happiness. I thought positively.
Now, when I think about it: My job, my friends, my cheerful and understanding landlord (I joke he is my second father) are all my wishes.
Except for one wish.
Roughly nine weeks ago I started intense therapy. I was filled with rage and sadness. My therapist suggested I write a letter to my parents, but to not send it. Just to express all the pain I have.
And I remember as I wrote it, I wished for my parents to hurt as I hurt. I wished them to never be happy and to forever feel the guilt of losing me. I wished them to be sorry for everything.
But the worst wish - I wished them to suffer a horrible, yet slow death and their souls to never find peace.
I imagine how they are being tortured in the basement, detail by detail. I wished they were left there to rot.
And, now. Now I am terrified to go down there as I do not know what exactly I am going to find.
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2021.12.03 19:31 fineass_motherfucker Tunnel system under my old highschool
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2021.12.03 19:31 MrJMeadows DOGE next to Bitcoin on the Crypto.com University page – where it belongs
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2021.12.03 19:31 hogie_cumquat Should I buy a forest pulon for 8 gold?
2021.12.03 19:31 DifferenceStraight47 Boulogne - Any recent purchases?
Hello! I’m currently trying to get my mom the boulogne bag as her first designer / LV handbag for Christmas. I know this style is highly coveted + recently released + Covid supply chain issues that make it even harder to get. I wanted to see if anyone had any luck recently snagging this bag in person or online? I’ve been stalking the site and calling for inventory everyday but as expected haven’t had much luck. Also, any advice/tips would be much appreciated. Thanks!
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2021.12.03 19:31 fishguy9000 When ethereum 2.0 comes out will it affect any cryptos on ethash or etchash? like the algorithms? (i am mega confused lol(please don't mind my stupidity))
2021.12.03 19:31 nrugor Can anyone suggest where to offload these?
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2021.12.03 19:31 vq42 Can we update the flairs please?
2021.12.03 19:31 KPH102 Would you save a wretched hive from extinction?
Let's say you're a superhero who visited an extremely dysfunctional and overpopulated town with the entire population being underclass.
The overall crime rate is 99%, vegetation is nearly non-existent, all water and buildings are extremely septic and full of venomous bugs, crimes themselves are often horrific, there's little to no civilization as there are no schools or celebrations, violence like brawls and gun shootings happen all the time, families are absolutely abusive, neglectful and unloving, children are used as human shields (against their will) or forced to fend for themselves while avoiding countless predators, the only doctors are murderous quacks, atrocities like arson, prostitution, slavery, theft, fraud, smuggling, and child trafficking are everywhere, the average lifespan is extremely low due to endless violence, drugs, or deformities from inbreeding and unsanitary conditions, and the only foods are the ones scavenged from rotting dumps. Overall, it's survival of the fittest, and no one is happy. And yet, there are still a few "good" people around, which are often punished or executed by the police from the upper-class city from afar.
One day, the (usually respectful) president of the more progressive and ultramodern upper-class city (where most people are very happy) concludes that punishing the underclass town wasn't enough. And he believed that aiding the place, which he never did whatsoever, would have been "pointless." So he sternly orders his military force to nuke the entire town and everyone in it without warning. He considers this to be "mercy," a way to "put the target out of its centuries-long misery." Soon, 10 camouflaged nuclear missiles are flying, about to hit the "beyond-help" town. Everything would be blown up, down to ashes.
Would you save the underclass town as humans are humans, or do they deserve their fate?
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2021.12.03 19:31 Uranium_Donut_ Model absolutely fucking hilarious in rendered view
2021.12.03 19:31 dragontreee123 Medication
Hi ! I got prescribed carbamazepine a month ago. The dosage is 300mg a day. However the pain seemed to be getting better but a month later I t’s almost the same as it was. As bad as it was before. I also developed these kind of twitches on the right side of my face where the pain is . Also the twitches appeared in my leg and hand but I guess that could be just random ? The doctor won’t see me until after holidays. I don’t know how I’m gonna manage Christmas this year with this. Is anyone else on carbamazepine? Would like to hear your experiences
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2021.12.03 19:31 TD4BAY Foreskin Friday
2021.12.03 19:31 Asrie1_Dreemurr Had to restart because my old world got too laggy. What do you think of my starter base?
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2021.12.03 19:31 JkTheRapper1712 Best gifts for a BDO player?
Since the Christmas is around the corner, I really wanted to get something BDO related or something that would help the BDO grind (like a colored nightlight or something to ease the eyes). Is there any finds on Amazon or anywhere you guys would mind sharing? Doesn't necessarily have to be something in BDO, just something you think a BDO player would enjoy or that you've bought for your gaming space and enjoyed.
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2021.12.03 19:31 JBRider Baby vindicators a.k.a. m-25 Guardian is pretty amazing frontal machine.
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2021.12.03 19:31 FeanixFlame Pure numeron rough draft.
I really wanted to play this deck and with the reprints, it's actually within my budget. However, I'm quickly realizing that the deck can really only do the one thing, and due to it having no other main deck monsters besides wall, and how much extra deck space it needs, I really don't know what else I can pair it with. So here's this monstrosity, please help me lol.
3x numeron wall
3x effect veiler
3x d.d. crow
3x drill & lock bird
3x ash blossom & joyous spring
3x artifact lancea
2x numeron chaos ritual
3x numeron calling
3x numeron network
3x dark ruler no more
3x piri reis map
3x infinite impermanence
3x solemn strike
2x number 1: numeron gate ekam
2x number 2: numeron gate dve
2x number 3: numeron gate trini
2x number 4: numeron gate catvari
2x number c1: numeron chaos gate sunya
1x downerd magician
2x divine arsenal AA-Zeus - sky thunder
1x number c1000: numerounious
1x number ic1000: numerounious numeronia
So, yeah, I'm really not sure what to do with this deck. I might put in something like pot of desires since everything is a three of essentially.
I'm not looking to make this a top tier hyper competitive thing obviously, but I'd at least like it to be playable. But as it is currently, I'm not sure it'll be "fun" to play either.
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2021.12.03 19:31 ungodguy The Hedgies are literally shitting on their pants as they know they can't handle the TRUE DIAMOND HANDED APE FAMILY..THEY KNOW WE ARE NEARING THE END SO THEY ARE TANKING THE STOCK TO START COVERING AT A LOWER PRICE... SO BREATHE AND RELAX BBY WE'RE IN THE EDGE OF A NEVER SEEN BEFORE EVENT. LFG!!! 🚀
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2021.12.03 19:31 tsuyaku_ want to trade x7 5* acc (ia; xiao, hu tao + 2 or 3 other 5 stars) tbh idk lol (america ar49)
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2021.12.03 19:31 CleanPlasticc Some Albums I enjoy (In no particular order) Any rec’s?
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2021.12.03 19:31 corrobora Pollyposting
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2021.12.03 19:31 PMmeEmoSongs Lore question about the Hartz-Timor swarm
From what I understand, the Hartz-Timor swarm was the one in which the glitch was started (or the first one to be noticed) but was it the only one? Or was the whole Chariot line defective?
I've found some info on this: They say the Faro plague started in the pacific (Hartz-Timor's swarm) and expanded to the rest of the world from there, which I think suggests that particular swarm was the only one to become hostile.
On the other hand, it is mentiomed that there's been a lot of incidents regarding robots fueling themselves without authorization, two if them were Hartz-Timor's (dolphin smoothie and lemon tree), but I think they mention 12 or 20-something incidents in total and idk if all of them were only that one swarm. Also, I would think of it's a programming oversight, more than one population would present this problem, as it is stated, the whole Chariot line is vulnerable to this.
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2021.12.03 19:31 Illsellyoullbuy What’s the best way to incorporate if you want to pay the least amount of taxes as a European citizen?
I looked for a taxationistheft subreddit but didn’t exist, I figured you guys would be able to help.
Say you develop a mobile app and it starts to pull in some serious cash. 100, then 200, then 300k by December 2022. You are in Europe and have done it alone as a private entity without a company. You’re gonna have to pay taxes for this, but depending on the country it will be different. What’s the best / cheapest way to do this?
I remember there were some weird Easter European countries where you could get e-citizenship online and pay 13%.
Anyone knows anything?
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2021.12.03 19:31 Jillwvk Enjoying the sun
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